YSTD was filled with good and bad. shant elaborate more about the bad part cus ystd was meant to be a celebration.

It's also a night whereby everything became so clear. So clear my thoughts are straightened.


I've been aimlessly wandering around for the past few months. and it's really hell ok. But now it's much better. i see directions slowly appearing.

Ystd i was at this beauty pangeant for the plus size people !!!! IT'S REALLY AMAZING OK ! they are super confident. and some are really really pretty. They shine ok, i'm not exaggerating. PRETTIEST OF ALL , MY GIRLFRIEND . ANGELA KOH. and that is the reason why i'm there for ok. SUPPORT ALL THE WAY ! GOGOGOGO~!!! then followed by TDC = drunk again. i was dead drunk. vomitted twice at tdc. and went home with my brother. ( I was so emotional ystd, i cried while hugging my brother) and yes the price i paid for all these good was to LOSE SOMEBODY. i 'hope' i feel it worthwhile.


Pictures ! i'll post the ones at the pangeant first.

SHE IS THE PRETTIEST ok ! In my heart, she already won.


An unexpected supporter. lols.


My girlfriends <3


And this is my girlfriend !

Left. The youngest contestant. younger than me one year . 19 .

The one on the right is the one i find her really pretty. she even appears in media. she looks really pretty in real life.

The Pink one was the host of the day.