Just a little down.

hmm, i used to think i have the best relationship with my cousin as compared to alot other pairs. i used to share alot of things with her. be it joy , sadness, excitement , etc. and i bet she does too. we often stayed up late at night to sing/talk/laugh when she stayed over at my house. and eat the 'fattiest' supper we can have for a day. BUT these stuffs are fading over time. why is this so ? i had been asking myself why but to no avail. like now, i msg her ask her if she's free. she even ask me like why ? cus she is with her classmates all.

actually is rather sad to write this kind of post. i mean like, you wont expect me having so much feelings for my cousin. those family kinda. i myself couldnt believe it. not only for my cousin. and for my friends too. well, like friends come and go. its just a matter of time. but at least you know and hope the little few will stay and always be there for you. sometimes when i think of my girlfriends. i just hope we could be like hanging out together like before. not saying that we're not now. but somehow, life has kept us so busy that we meet up maybe not even once a week. To think deep........

Is this normal ? i mean like is this what life really is ? People just come and go. and you just have to accept that happy moments don't last. People out there wont care a little more or question about what you think/feel. Not normal , aint it ?