Saturday, June 12, 2010

YSTD was filled with good and bad. shant elaborate more about the bad part cus ystd was meant to be a celebration.

It's also a night whereby everything became so clear. So clear my thoughts are straightened.


I've been aimlessly wandering around for the past few months. and it's really hell ok. But now it's much better. i see directions slowly appearing.

Ystd i was at this beauty pangeant for the plus size people !!!! IT'S REALLY AMAZING OK ! they are super confident. and some are really really pretty. They shine ok, i'm not exaggerating. PRETTIEST OF ALL , MY GIRLFRIEND . ANGELA KOH. and that is the reason why i'm there for ok. SUPPORT ALL THE WAY ! GOGOGOGO~!!! then followed by TDC = drunk again. i was dead drunk. vomitted twice at tdc. and went home with my brother. ( I was so emotional ystd, i cried while hugging my brother) and yes the price i paid for all these good was to LOSE SOMEBODY. i 'hope' i feel it worthwhile.


Pictures ! i'll post the ones at the pangeant first.

SHE IS THE PRETTIEST ok ! In my heart, she already won.


An unexpected supporter. lols.


My girlfriends <3


And this is my girlfriend !



Left. The youngest contestant. younger than me one year . 19 .
The one on the right is the one i find her really pretty. she even appears in media. she looks really pretty in real life.



The Pink one was the host of the day.

Friday, June 11, 2010

For the past week, my emotions were extreme ! i don't know how to describe.

Fly to heaven and down to hell.

Good days are magical , bad days are sucky to the core.

whereby you wouldnt know what to do, when to start and where to go.

Was out with my long time friends last night. They are really nice people. They know that i was feeling down, accompanied me to kbox. actually went for the IT fair but i was too late. dilly dally at home like usual. and reached suntec at around 830 where IT fair closes at 9. So we were in starbucks chatting and then to long john for their dinner. and then kbox. pictures damn ugly that night. soo.. yea. no pictures. or maybe a few.

erm, i was out with J the other day.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Another night out !!

Boat Quay then Neverland :)

didnt stay till closing though. but something happened which was damn funny. hahas. there were a group of guys who came up to talk to us there. and the atmosphere was quite funny though. hahas. somemore one of the guy quite shy. and maybe plus we drank a bit and was tipsy, we continued the conversation and drank with them of course. No harm making new friends. They are not those ah beng type. but working adults that kinda. so yea... then when i think of that night, i still find it funny. hahas. but glad that J***** was there with me so i kind of control myself when he started to get piss with me. hahas. but anyway. we had a great night.

i'll be meeting felicia and ahyi later !!! :))



look at my face. tipsy already ! LOL.



this was taken another day going to neverland too !


The girls that night !


Wednesday, June 2, 2010

**Pardon me for my fucking language**
some people just need these words to describe them. so yea.

Dont fucking say you love me when just seeing you reminds of all the fucked up things you did. all the lies you used to cover up your previous lies.

Seeing you sucks. I want nothing to do with you anymore. You get me ?

Don't push all the blame to me when everything which happened was after what you did. I may have my wrong doings, but what? all after you. Thanks.

whatever , i don't fucking feel remorseful. You should !

For goodness sake, if i had known i was known as the third party by the other party, i would not fucking 'snatch' you away. i wouldnt have to right? you know it clearly. i don't need to. you fucking started everything when you had somebody waiting for you ? omg . Come on.

Are you a fucker or what.

OMG, you still told the girl you going settle things with me and go back to her? omg, no need to settle man. what's there to settle. i dont even know her existence. tell me straight man. i will dump you straight. telling her dont contact before you go kl study? omg , you're not even planning to study there. when you know i would most probably wont be able to accompany you there. so you asked her to go with you ? oh god. there's like too much to list lar. if i gonna continue it would be a story writing competition. just that this happens in real life.

you know i'm not that kind of person who needs or love somebody very badly. so, yea. it wont kill me.

Yea, you said you know very clearly where you stand in my heart. Correct, when you still mean somebody to me. but now, fucking hell NO ! If i still had you in my heart, that's stupid. Fortunately, i don't give a damn now. if not i'll be stupid.

Now you came back denying all the truth, dumping somebody one side, and push all the blame on me and the guy who always stand by me. AND, look what's the situation now. you blame me for replying him ? Come on, he never even said a single thing about you when he clearly knows that love is like this. This is love ok. I'll never get this from you. all you do is to come crying telling me all sorts of nonsence. and reminding me how true we were in the past? oh come on, and now what ? telling me what sort of girl your girl is ? telling me whatever she say is not true. hahas. this is funny ok. and i wont fall for it.

Last but not least, if you've asked if i ever regret being with you. No, i never regret. because i have to get over you to meet my true one. Be glad that you're over.

I'M OVER YOU !

Thursday, May 27, 2010

And continuing from my last post.

So i went to forum to eat. California pizza kitchen at orchard ! :)

This was taken at salon after hair was dyed and temp perm.


Not my boyfriend ! somebody who brings me to good food ! :)



Had sushi teh the other day ! Damn nice !







This is superb!
Ystd a couple of events.

HP last day :(
Dye hair and had a temporary perm for the night !
Went for dinner at Forum, saw friends over at modesto.
Had starbucks
Movie ( Sex And The City 2) this time
Dessert for supper :x
Home sweet home.


So like what i was saying . went for work the last day. were busy taking pictures for the last two hours with wonderful colleagues. So next up will be pictures of them. The others will be in the next post. too many pictures already.

I left an hour earlier. i left in a hurry cus i kinda scare i might just drop my tears in front of them. For the past three months, they have been of really great help for attachment and my heart to heart colleagues. so i'll miss them !

IA Students first.

Me & Qiu Yin


Didnt have a chance to take pictures with them so post the picture we taken two days ago :)

Me & SJ / Kim & Me


ChuYing & Me / Cheryl & Me


Yan Nan & Me / Jon & Me


HPIB Supervisor, Ivan


Teddy bear & Me !


Jason & me with jimmy twisting behind
Gary & Me

Team Lead , Ah keith & Me

Vicky & Me


Victor & Me

Thai Kim & Me




Tong & Me


Yew Hock & Me / Ah yen & Me


ME & Stephy / Ah yao & Me