Where are you ?

I dont know.

What are you doing ?

I dont know.

How are you ?

I dont know.

Been good ?

I dont know.

Been happier?

I dont know. 

Got the life you've always wanted?

I dont know.

If one day i were to bump onto you on the streets, i would smile at you and let you know im happy this way. Cus that's the only gift i can give you after so much had happened.

所有错误从我这里落幕，别跟着我铭心刻骨。

I am so so so exhausted now !

Been done with training since last week.

And for the first week of Dec back to the branch,

Im drained. All the energy gone.

Even if i recharge myself to sleep at night,

 im definitely sure my battery level are not charged to even 70%.

 Every day im just like a walking zombie ,

 depending on redbulls and coffee to get me through the day.

This aint going to work man!

 I NEED REST!

And it has been a week plus since i on my lappy! omg, that is unimaginable!

 I used to camp in front of my lappy everyday for dramas, online shopping, etc.

And now, my life is just one word, BORING. No life!

So here I am trying to spice up abit of my life blogging, and doing some online shopping that I used to.

But hard earned money 'taste' better. Dont you agree?

Like when you earn money yourself, you have control of all your spendings.

And when you work like a dog and get paid at the end of every month, you feel satisfaction.

And that's me!

Time pass like very very fast for me, i guess for everyone too.

*except those idling their time away*

And it's gonna be my 3rd monthsary with my boyfriend!

At times, when work is cocked up and you feel really down and moody, you will need somebody there for you to listen to you and brighten up your day. I dont know for others, but definitely im somebody who needs to spill everything outta my heart and

TALK.

And certainly , he really make my day at my worst times.

*though he can be fcukedup at times, oopsyyy*

However, i do really miss all my girlfriends :'(

 Its been so long since i met them.

It's been so long since i hang out with them.

Its been so long since i talk to them.

It's been so long since i laughed and enjoy with them.

It's been so long since i hug them !

E.T.C

All are kept up with work and their own life.

Unfortunately, we live in Singapore. That's the life of a Singaporean. But also, fortunately, we live in Singapore. We enjoy luxury comparing ourselves to alot other countries.

So give and take.

To be able to enjoy , you must endure. Right?

Oh shit, why am i writing grandmother stories? Okay, i shall get my ass to bath and turn in. Tmr's gonna be my first day of battle though it's a Friday.

New tasks assigned ! So i must be ready for challenge.

CIAOS all ~

My times with my boy! :)

 

Went sourcing for my wedding dress.

 Oops. Nah nah, wrong term.

LOL.

Went sourcing for a wedding dress to attend my brother's wedding !

Apparently, I had nothing on my mind. Dont know where to get, dont know what to wear.

And cousin sama sama with me. So we went sourcing together!

For a few days to different places!Bugis, Bedok, Suntec, Marina!

In the end, tried alot of shops, alot of clothes. And managed to get something which I dont really really love. But still okay. Cus by the time I tried the clothes and stuffs,

it got me really sian until i dont wanna choose.

Just try, okay then buy.

Haha. So just a short lil post about me and my cousin going out!

And pictures! Though never take picture of the one i bought! LOL. Cus i was really tired by the number of times i tried!

 

Tried out some working dress from DP. LOL. My mum says i look so old in the red dress ! LOL.

UPDATING...

These two weeks ive been busy with my training. time passed like lightning during training. although everyday im complaining myself being sleepy and stuff. but time really pass very fast. And i have a good kaki to get me through my training ! hahahaha.

My good kaki ! :)

oh btw, my class only consists of four people. Yes and rather pathetic, the smallest class ever. However, small class have their our own advantages. Like, more attention to individuals so that the trainer can have more attention , earlier to finish class lessons, more break time and stuffs.

 Everyday we will have tests and quizes at the end of the day to test us whether we have learnt anything throughout the day. and passing mark is 75/100 ! yes. its 75. hahaha. few more days , ill be having my exams and validation then ill return back to br. So hopefully, i clear all of them and get back to work on the right track.

Thats all about work !

Another part of my life, R/S

 My delicious breakfast by boyfriend <3

hmmm, been going through insecurities asking and doubting myself.

But still, holding on and believing in who i choose.

Hopefully it didnt disappoint me.

 Glad to say, So far, so good :)

Great day with xuan xuan !!

Today baby came over to my crib early in the morning! And surprisingly i am wide awake on a sat afternoon at 10 plus. Cus previous night i slept at like 8plus so i woke up at 6 this morning. Everyone was busying in the morning already. When i woke up , my sister in law is going down to have her mac breakfast with my bro already. And when they came back, my bro washed his beloved fish tank and change water for his precious fishes. LOL.

Then in the afternoon, went to helen's place to visit xuan xuan and play mahjong ! Xuan xuan is really damn adorable! Baby used the word "fcuking* cute" hahaha. And in the night, we went to have dinner together! Super filling dinner ! OMG, after i finished the dinner , i can instantly feel my stomach bloating. Super full and cannot walk at that moment man! hahaha. but it's the quality time with my family together which makes me feel very happy !

cabbing to helen's place!

His all time fav expression!

He super like to give stupid face la!

My DnD' !

Ill let pictures do most of the talking because not really much to talk about. A few things to mention though! The event was hell big ! Like caters to 5000 people! And it's my co's biggest ever dnd i guess! Food there was okay okay, scenery was superb, red wine not too bad and you will see everybody all dressed up for the event.

 

我最细心的听众。。

You know when someone actually hears the smallest thing that you said, remembers it and do it for you, you will feel that "oh you actually meant somebody to him/her"...

Prolly is honeymoon period thats why the slightest thing that you ever mentioned get heard. I was kinda surprised that by mentioning that i love to eat a particular kind of biscuit/choco , the next day i will have it in my hands. It may be a very small thing but you will feel elated ! Thank you for letting me feel that i meant somebody.

Can honeymoon period dont end?

Indulging in this kind of love love feeling now...

So I started to have an additional 听众 who has been by my side for the past two mths. Be it to accompany me till dawn and next day straight go for work, pull me up and wipe my tears when i was down, kept quiet but drinking with me, blablablablabla. All these stuffs are rmbed deep right inside. So you dont need to feel that whatever i did is more than what i should do. Nobody should guage the limit. It's between us. And i really cherish it. and when things slowly started . . . . . i feel that you actually can be someone who is ready to go through everything with me. So thankyou.

Something which i quoted from my cousin's fb :

STAGE 1: 1-3 months = The Honeymoon Stage:
Everything seems perfect, both are happy and feeling “in love”. You share moments, dates, and just having fun with each other, sharing laughs and giggles. Its like nothing could stop you. Your feelings are infinite, and for once you're thinking ” This may work out.. ” and seems like nothing could go wrong. You spend hours getting ready before going out with this person.

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I hope our stages are never ending.

I agreed only like half of the paragraph whereby i really feel that we keep sharing alot of laughters and stupid stuffs. Because everything is still so fresh. And freshness is the key that sparks off every relationship. This is what i think.

The other part for me is that something did went wrong for me and the other party , but i still think we might work out.. And also I dont get ready a few hours before going out with this person. hahahah. but i think he spend hours preparing before going out with me. Like that considered true or not? LOL.

Hmm.. Well, at this moment of time, i feel that i wanna just put everything aside and slowly find my comfy zone with him. And when i feel this way, Nobody & nothing could stop me unless im the only one thinking this way or when the guy chooses to let me go :)

You know, feelings always come strongly at the beginning of every relationship :)

Shopshopshop! <3

Drinkdrinkdrink!

Playplayplay! Look at the cute innocent face!

捣蛋的小瓜！

Lovelovelove!