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These two weeks ive been busy with my training. time passed like lightning during training. although everyday im complaining myself being sleepy and stuff. but time really pass very fast. And i have a good kaki to get me through my training ! hahahaha.

My good kaki ! :)

oh btw, my class only consists of four people. Yes and rather pathetic, the smallest class ever. However, small class have their our own advantages. Like, more attention to individuals so that the trainer can have more attention , earlier to finish class lessons, more break time and stuffs.

 Everyday we will have tests and quizes at the end of the day to test us whether we have learnt anything throughout the day. and passing mark is 75/100 ! yes. its 75. hahaha. few more days , ill be having my exams and validation then ill return back to br. So hopefully, i clear all of them and get back to work on the right track.

Thats all about work !

Another part of my life, R/S

 My delicious breakfast by boyfriend <3

hmmm, been going through insecurities asking and doubting myself.

But still, holding on and believing in who i choose.

Hopefully it didnt disappoint me.

 Glad to say, So far, so good :)

Great day with xuan xuan !!

Today baby came over to my crib early in the morning! And surprisingly i am wide awake on a sat afternoon at 10 plus. Cus previous night i slept at like 8plus so i woke up at 6 this morning. Everyone was busying in the morning already. When i woke up , my sister in law is going down to have her mac breakfast with my bro already. And when they came back, my bro washed his beloved fish tank and change water for his precious fishes. LOL.

Then in the afternoon, went to helen's place to visit xuan xuan and play mahjong ! Xuan xuan is really damn adorable! Baby used the word "fcuking* cute" hahaha. And in the night, we went to have dinner together! Super filling dinner ! OMG, after i finished the dinner , i can instantly feel my stomach bloating. Super full and cannot walk at that moment man! hahaha. but it's the quality time with my family together which makes me feel very happy !

cabbing to helen's place!

His all time fav expression!

He super like to give stupid face la!

My DnD' !

Ill let pictures do most of the talking because not really much to talk about. A few things to mention though! The event was hell big ! Like caters to 5000 people! And it's my co's biggest ever dnd i guess! Food there was okay okay, scenery was superb, red wine not too bad and you will see everybody all dressed up for the event.

 

我最细心的听众。。

You know when someone actually hears the smallest thing that you said, remembers it and do it for you, you will feel that "oh you actually meant somebody to him/her"...

Prolly is honeymoon period thats why the slightest thing that you ever mentioned get heard. I was kinda surprised that by mentioning that i love to eat a particular kind of biscuit/choco , the next day i will have it in my hands. It may be a very small thing but you will feel elated ! Thank you for letting me feel that i meant somebody.

Can honeymoon period dont end?

Indulging in this kind of love love feeling now...

So I started to have an additional 听众 who has been by my side for the past two mths. Be it to accompany me till dawn and next day straight go for work, pull me up and wipe my tears when i was down, kept quiet but drinking with me, blablablablabla. All these stuffs are rmbed deep right inside. So you dont need to feel that whatever i did is more than what i should do. Nobody should guage the limit. It's between us. And i really cherish it. and when things slowly started . . . . . i feel that you actually can be someone who is ready to go through everything with me. So thankyou.

Something which i quoted from my cousin's fb :

STAGE 1: 1-3 months = The Honeymoon Stage:
Everything seems perfect, both are happy and feeling “in love”. You share moments, dates, and just having fun with each other, sharing laughs and giggles. Its like nothing could stop you. Your feelings are infinite, and for once you're thinking ” This may work out.. ” and seems like nothing could go wrong. You spend hours getting ready before going out with this person.

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I hope our stages are never ending.

I agreed only like half of the paragraph whereby i really feel that we keep sharing alot of laughters and stupid stuffs. Because everything is still so fresh. And freshness is the key that sparks off every relationship. This is what i think.

The other part for me is that something did went wrong for me and the other party , but i still think we might work out.. And also I dont get ready a few hours before going out with this person. hahahah. but i think he spend hours preparing before going out with me. Like that considered true or not? LOL.

Hmm.. Well, at this moment of time, i feel that i wanna just put everything aside and slowly find my comfy zone with him. And when i feel this way, Nobody & nothing could stop me unless im the only one thinking this way or when the guy chooses to let me go :)

You know, feelings always come strongly at the beginning of every relationship :)

Shopshopshop! <3

Drinkdrinkdrink!

Playplayplay! Look at the cute innocent face!

捣蛋的小瓜！

Lovelovelove!

Shall blog for my birthday ! :)

So on the 26th Oct, ive turned 21. My 'happiest' birthday? Maybe. So on the day itself i dilly dally until like 4 plus until i went to prepare all the food and stuff. Waited for corliss to be back to help me. thankful that she's around cus without her , my food wouldnt be fried. lol. ok la. not that bad to have a sister in law like that.

So after preparing the food and stuff, we waited for my bro and cousin and headed for tdc where i had my celebration. Reached there around 7 plus in the evening. Was expecting all my friends to be late. But my managers were like the first few who reached. So paiseh. like nobody was at my celebration. hahahah. Slowly, friends came. And my night began ! It was very fun ! I was like walking here and there acting busy* OOPS* and drank with all my friends ! im so happy.

Thank you, all my family, gfs, good friends, colleagues for making my night! Thank you, for all the gifts and presence which i appreciate alot ! :)

I have alot of pictures, but i dare not post them. Cus i ended up drunk, crying and makeup gone case! lol. So no pictures for that day!

I kinda miss him now ;(

Today is the 15th of the month! Went out to pray with my cousin for awhile and back home sleeping for like 2 hours before my bad headache subsides :(

And something shocking happened to me today! Haha. I was all worn out by work these days. Have no time for myself ! By the time i am home, i will just rot on my bed. I think everyday i will sleep before my hair even gets dry.

So today's a sat. Although i have to work, still . Something brightens my day totally. Yes, my ptbf did that. LOL. So apart from sending food every morning, he starts to cook. Am rather impressed by his doings though. Today's a special day for him i think ? LOL. First timer not bad already. So he is a chef, delivery man, post man, ptbf, and bla bla bla. ( *you dont read and start thinking what you told me after this ah) LOL.

Okay la. He totally brought me to heaven for awhile.

Thanks ptbf! Really appreciate all that you do like always.

Hopefully every 15th , i will go to heaven for awhile. Haha!

Thank you thank you thank you ! 831831831.

So i didnt know, we still have letters receiving from ppl in my era.

*OOPS* hahah. thanks la !

People see it as food, i see it as effort !

Thank you once again! <3

okay. done with my short lil post! CIAOS~

Back to blog !

Ive started work for 4 days!

So far so good! HAHAHA! I wished that i pick things up asap so that i wont be like asking around. But i have really patient colleagues which i feel that it's a bliss. You might not get this kind of colleagues in the realistic society nowadays. You die your problem that kind. However, it's only day 4. Who knows? Hopefully they will stay as helpful for long! hahahs.

Started work for 4 days. 3 days are without sleep. Didnt manage to even catch like 10 hours of sleep in 3 days? omg. this is damn crazy. i was like a walking zombie last night. I had so many cups of coffee but it still didnt help. omg . Luckily im so much better today ! hahaha. 

I wanna be stuck in work all day so that i will spend quality time in  my life. Haha. And at the end of the month, hopefully it pays off.

Talking about the end of the month, i gonna turn 21st soon!! like in another two weeks plus? Omg, how should i celebrate it? I have been like thinking for very long. I dont know whether to throw a party and invite all my friends or should i go out with different group during different days. But i only have one day to celebrate. How should i plan?

And luckily my birthday this year falls on a public holiday *grinning* .
 Haha. I celebrate deepavali together with my birthday ! LOL.

Well, I shall see to it like very soon ! Need to plan ahead!

I just managed to squeeze a lil time to visit my small lil two. I miss them and my god mummy also :( hahaha. now, here i am feeling real tired again. So i just gonna end here. And upload pictures! :)

I was browsing through my lil photos few days back and i found this and took this in my iphone! haha. My friends say i didnt look much different. Almost the same. LOL.

I was so cute back then! *bhb* ps ah ! LOL.

Something funny to share about !

I was really nervous on the Sunday night. I cannot get to sleep. And this idiot was making me laugh so hard i forgot all my work and just got over with the anxiety.

What happen was ........

*This was me when i was 6 if i didnt rmb wrongly. 

And when this....

Becomes this......

You will know when i laughed so hard!

 And i was like grinning to myself on the bus everywhere i go when i see this picture!

So i made his when he was young. F*cked up man?

Why are we so childish ! LOL. Super funny right?

I am so creative man ! LOL. fake lashes becomes eyebrows.

  

he's not my boyfriend ! but someone who is always there :)

So these are my lil cute two! Hahah. totally stress all gone when i see them !