我的爱情像一场戏。。

最苦的 12/09/2011 已经过去了。

 不堪回首的感情就快快放下。

希望我的甜蜜赶快降临。

These days , im being pampered like a princess. Wake up already got food delivered to my house downstairs , whether it is in the wee hours, or anytime. The food can actually be a simple beehoon breakfast with egg. But it still brings me happiness. This may be a small act. But im definitely appreciating all that youve done. Im actually enjoying your presence along la. Hmm, probably cus these two short weeks , really alot has happened. We have been through the impossible two weeks together. Whether other people will have alot of gossips, disagreement or whatsoever. I just got to say , they are not the ones being through these together. So  if you are one of them who is reading this, then i shall say, if 'you' dont know. Then dont comment.

 No rights to.

I hope the person who should see this see this and the person who shouldnt see this dont see this.

" I think maybe since you started with her, you havent been visiting my blog. But i still hope you see this. It's meant for clarification. I hope you give us a chance to hear our story and explaination. Though i know somebody is gonna get hurt here, definitely. I still apologise for the misunderstandings that ive caused if there's any. I dont want to see what i dreamt happen. I still wish you happiness with her. And i hope you do the same for me.

All the best to you, someone who was once deep inside my heart !

                                             Tdc the other day :) all my drinking kakis.

This is just like he open his eyes. No difference one! hahahah !

Back to update!

These few days had been rather fruitful. I really felt that I , 因祸得福.

This morning , results out. Ive been yearning so long for this day to come ! really ! Actually , my course coordinator had already hinted me that i do not need to worry for my results. But somehow, still have a little bit of uneasy-ness. Results out at 8am this morning. I know that if i log into nyp portal at that timing, the web will load like a snail. . . . . have to wait and wait. so i woke up at 10plus to check.

And surprisingly ! Ive cleared ALL my modules better than expected. All along, i had no confidence in one of my module which is cloud computing. Totally on the verge of failing kind. But i got a B ! hahah. If only all of my semester was like this, i wouldnt waste money and time. If you dont know, i already stayed for another sem to complete my diploma. Meaning i wasted half a year . When other people started work, i still have to juggle my school work and stuff which was really a tough sem for me to go through. No familiar faces, no really good friends and stuff... Yea. but still, i made it through!

Happy for myself!

Next , today im supposed to take out my stitches. Yes, but ive been feeling reluctant to go to the hospital since two hours ago. Kept occupying myself. Im scared. Scare of pain i guess? Oh god, nobody will know what im going through unless you have stitches on your face! Although it wasnt really a big wound over the face, but it is still painful :(

I really hope the person would compensate to all my sufferings :( And hopefully after i get my stitch off my face, i will be facing a new life. A new me. And new challenges for work.

The reason why i am extremely overjoyed when i get results is because

Getting my diploma = job secured over at a bank.

Getting my job = Money $$

Money $ = luxury , shopping

And most importantly, all these will not get me thinking of those irrelevant people and things which will badly affect my mood.

I really look forward to my new job, knowing new people and of course, continuing my life now.

These few days, my cousin had been accompanying me to eat, htht. Making me realise that love aint all. I have lovely people around me and i really appreciate that. .

*HTHT = heart to heart talk

Pictures we took :)) Actually there are alot more.

You know when girls camwhore, it's never ending.

We are happy 3 gfriends! <3

LOL. my cousin like i look like a bitch here man.

Then i told her yea man, im a bitch. Where not happy? lol. 

blessing in disguise

Already in hiatus for quite some time!

Recovering from my injurieS inside out.

Physical + mental torture.

And hopefully when i go to the hospital this friday, there is no infection on my wound and hopefully the scare will fade off over time :'(

For those who are concerned, thank you!

and i still can be here blogging it means im still doing great.

Just a lil accident few days ago. Having some stitch at my eye area, but still okay.

Dont need to worry !

Im actually trying to be very active in my social networks like fb, msn .

cus i dont want people to worry, but looks like the more i post on fb,

the more people get to know and get to worry.

*objectives not met*

Like what i post on facebook :

when you feel that the worst is coming to you , you will feel very f*-ed up.

but when the thought of little things people do to make you happy,

you will find the worst is actually blessing in disguise.

cus only then, you will realise the importance of people around you.

this is exactly how i feel now !

so thank you people who have always been there!

namely - angela ,brenda, ahyi, shaun, athens , nelson , lumin

and lastly the one who buys food for my every meal & takes great care of me recently :)

LOVE YOU ALL !

Pimple pimple on the nose!

hahahs! take ystd before going out!

That's probably the one with the better quality.

iPhone siao siao one. sometimes very clear , sometimes otherwise one.

But one thing obvious, my pimples lor. what else?

Back here blogging !

haha. have been out for the past week going,

" Dont stop, keep it moving' put your drinks up!

DANCE THE NIGHT AWAY,

LIVE YOUR LIFE AND STAY OUT ON THE FLOOR! "

haaha. i should stop these for the time being and be a good girl studying at home mugging for my upcoming paper. ONE PAPER! i should be able to cope it right? of course man! I really need to get it done and over with. So i promise myself i will spend time mugging. hehehe.

Well, and before the week ends, i still have a Sunday to be a lazy bum. hahah. im actually listening to all the past year's NDP songs. I think there's a post national day party below my house, and they are blasting their speakers. Every sunday, there's bound to have something which will wake me up and disturb my sleep! But today is not too bad lar, cus im like singing together with the music! haha. Those songs learnt from primary school, never forget man! haha.

"There was a time when people say that Singapore wont make it, BUT WE DID! "

hahah okay, enough of National Day's craze. Im going to eat good food already. Bye! CIAOs~

Oh yes! I promise to blog about my batam trip once again for the next post k.

(*~*)

Went to have a short meetup with jj and shalyn!

I dont know why the camera quality is so jia lat at times.

Cus that's the only picture so bo bian. Hehe. She looks as sweet as ever!

Love you <3

New haircut!

Ive been going for swimming & jogging these days !

I hope i can flab away my fats!

Created a group chat in whatsapp with the name 'Lose weight kakis'. Hahaha. So, ive been with my kakis, gf sy and cousin lm.

Swimming jogging singing and mahjong are all the things we do together.

Because we're kinda in the same situation with the same thoughts. Thus, we're getting closer together PLUS , WE HAVE THE TIME NOW!

PS: im not a les.

Sometimes when life gets super down, that's when you will bounce to get better. You realise that god is not going to give you a dead route. You will find your way out definitely.

The question will only and always be: "When"?

Because even if you know the way out, timing not right means you will not get out.

Well, my love life has been on a downfall since a few months back, but what ? Im still alive down here. It is not that i dont feel any pain , it is about controlling the pain. Ive been through breakup for a 4year-ed. I believe this 2year-ed will be fine as well. Im not good in managing love problems, but i can be a very good listening ear and give advice on what ive been through.

Im am not trying to be 潇洒 during breakups but 没有办法不放。

不然吃亏肯定是自已。

But somehow , paiseh for spreading the bad luck around. hahaha. People around me get the same stuffs. That's why there's this saying, "breakup is contagious." I do believe in it.

So dont get close to me when im down on luck. Hahah!

As of my age, *Im 21 this year*, love aint really important , now.

What matters most is money! When you have money, you have the say. When you dont have, then you must really work for it! I really want to work out a bettter life for me , perhaps people around me too. I dont want to come to every weekend which i have no money to do what i want/go out. That's not the life i want. So career is now the most important thing for me. Cus when you have career, you have money, when you have money then you can afford to find happiness. Im not trying to say to find someone you love you need money, NO. But to protect yourself , YES. Cus imma girl so i say this. I dont know if this applies for a man. They would probably need money to be able to spend on girls not more of protecting themselves. LOL.

I know im a little naggy for this post but all this are truthfully what im thinking now.

So , may tua pek gong grant me a smooth career which i believe will be starting soon.

Okay, enough of my grandmother stories. Just a little update! :)

At tpy's swimming pool yesterday!

An experience with New York Skin Solution & more!

New York Skin Solution

Ive got lots to rant about !!!

Let's just start off with things happening on 2nd July which is the last weekend!

Well, everything should go fine but ... Read more!

It's my best gf advanced 21st birthday celebration over at Naumi Hotel. The hotel is not really big (not the rooms but the building) but it is still quite pretty.

Before i went for the party, i went to New York Skin Solution. I saw this promo over at sample store the other day and this hydrating treatment plus a trial kit only cost like $8 for first timer. So i went to try it out. I went to City Square outlet as it is near my house, walking distance only. Somemore after facial you wouldnt want to go to far places and then come home with bare naked face. I mean that's me la, cus not really used to it.

Before i went there , i already know and is aware that they will like sell me packages and stuff. I mean, that's their purpose of having promotion for first timers because they want to sell. I went there with heart that im not going to sign any of the packages cus they cost like .. ALOT. yea. After that, i had one of the staffs talking to me about the packages and all.

And still, i was firm enough to say No.

First, they will need you to fill up the form about yourself , eating habits and all. Then to the skin analysis( a before and after thing) then proceed for the treatment which is heaven. Okay, i admit that their services and treatment were tip top. You will feel very relaxed. And also , you can see visible results straight after the treatment. That's one of their motto i think. And my sister in law was saying that there are really differences when i reached home. So i reckoned it's true enough.

So the whole thing was like around two hour plus. Then when i come out , the same staff talked to me about package again. I said i would consider alot of times, but what i got was, " You wouldnt get this kind of price when you come the next time " . The same old line you will hear again and again , i believed. So i entertained and sat there thinking, should i or not?

(were in the midst of hesitating liao =

which means like gone case already, sure sign)

Then , after talking and talking, i was asked to place a deposit since i dont have so much cash at that moment. The packages was like $321 and above to about $2200? Yea. So the lowest is $321 , then i put a deposit of $50 and did the signing and all. And i step out of the shop. The moment i step out, i felt very cheated. Hmmm, not say they cheat me money. But is like i knew i will not go for the package. Because for $321 , you only go for 3 treatments. So it cost $100 + per one time treatment. I mean , if i was working . I think i sure sign and will not feel anything. But im still schoolling ! *Side note* When i was paying for the deposit i had prepared not to get back anything if i were to back off then.

But still, i paid. STUPID!

Well, that's the power of promoters.

So after i paid, the trial kit was given as promised. And plus this moisturizer, which has a price tag, $53.50. I gonna post the picture up later. So i was thinking i just treat it as i buy the product will do. Yea so that's about my facial experience.

Ps ah, my table is messy. So there, the trial kit and the bigger one is the moisturizer.

After that , went home to have my makeup on and headed for the party!

And there, a long night to talk about.

So im goonna stopp here until i got the pictures! :)

Oh! And im still comtemplating whether i should go and continue to package or forgo the deposit. !@#$ What you guys think ? :)